My actual blogiversary was the 22nd, but who could be pulled away from the Potter madness to blog about blogging? In a year, I've written over 400 posts and welcomed over 12,000 visitors to Kudzu Jungle in addition to reminding myself why it is I like to write in the first place - to talk about Harry Potter for 40 some-odd posts, of course. I also like to write letters to celebrities and others in need, offering my sage advice. Or to complain about important matters such as national security and dog poop on the sidewalk. The idiosyncrasies of the 9-to-5 life were prevalent on the blog until I decided to render myself unemployed. Over the year, the blog cataloged the big move and the baby boom and the dream I had about showing Justin Timberlake my boobs. And a good time was had by all. Thanks for reading. More to come.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Belated Blogiversary
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Dear Sweet Blog,
I have been as neglectful of you in the past couple of weeks as Britney on a bender in Vegas is of the poor Federspawn. What, with the pre-release Pottermania and the post-Potter come-down, I've hardly had a Potterless post this month. Then I left town, and, well, I'm back, but not for long. See, on Thursday, I've got a meeting with important people who might be willing to pay me to do work for them (but let's not call it what it is lest we jinx it), and then on Friday, I have to get my hair did - and blonde to boot. You know how I love to tend to my tresses. Saturday looks like it's going to be the family celebration for Anna's birthday. And Sunday...well, Sunday is going to be its own religious experience at the John Mayer concert.
I know, I know. You're tired of my excuses. It's really not about you, you know. It's me. I'm suddenly busy. Like, I almost have a life. But don't you worry. I'll be back soon. And we'll plan for some real quality time. Promise.
Love,
Ash
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A Word to the Unwise
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A Matter of Life & Rest
Dear Martha,
A few years ago, I bought the Puffball Bed Pillow from your Martha Stewart Everday collection at the illustrious KMart. It may have been that time I was with Kim and Hoang-Anh and I dropped and smashed the Earl Gray candle from your line. Sorry about that. Anyway, that pillow is my absolute favorite and it's starting to get ratty.
Trips to three different KMarts have proven fruitless in finding a replacement. As have KMart's online store and customer service department. What gives, Martha? Somewhere between the broken candle and the ankle bracelet, you stopped making my pillow? I find that unacceptable. Insider trading I can handle, but I really, really need a new Puffball Pillow.
If you could crack the whip (without, of course, disturbing your immaculate hairstyle), and produce a Puffball Pillow for me, it would be a good thing. And I know that I really should be submitting my request in ink made from crushed cranberries and written on handmade stationery scented with lavender from my garden, but without the pillow, it's hard to get enough sleep to have the energy for those things. So this will have to do.
Thanks,
Ash
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JKR Spills the Beans
As posted below, JKR conducted her first post-Deathly Hallows television interview with Meredith Vierra. And if you're wondering how NBC got the scoop, its parent company is Universal, who just happens to be behind the forthcoming Harry Potter theme park. Yeah.
So, anyway, if you missed the interview, it was really interesting. You can read the transcript here and watch at least some of the video. It's amazing to know how much she had planned - for example, one of the Weasley twins was always slated to die, and somewhere in the middle, she knew it would be Fred. Arthur got a reprieve from the snake attack in OOTP, because she wanted to preserve the one good father figure. And because she admitted she could not bear to kill him.
And some of her long-planned decisions show in her reaction to fans' ardor for certain characters. She seems almost puzzled by the dedication of some to Sirius Black, whose death was planned from the beginning, but confesses experiencing a sort of sheepish guilt prior to OOTP when fans begged her not to kill him.
Tonks and Lupin were the unplanned deaths, and, as predicted, were killed to create an echo of the orphaned Harry from the beginning of the story.
Rowling also conducted a web chat today in which she discusses even further the lives of the living, revealing that Ginny went on to a Quidditch career with the Holyhead Harpies before becoming the Quidditch correspondent for the Daily Prophet. And Luna married Rolf, a distant descendant of Newt Scamander, author of Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them. The transcript is here, and be advised you should read from the bottom up - I was very confused at first.
The two interviews contain conflicting information about Ron's future - one indicating he becomes an Auror alongside Harry and the other suggesting that he joined George at Weasley's Wizard Wheezes. I'm sure that will be clarified at some point.
And for the many of you who have questioned who did magic late in life, it was a storyline dropped from the final edit, and must have introduced a new character because she didn't indicate that it was anyone we knew.
She also describes the Hufflepuff common room, which made me relieved, because I realized the other day it is the only common room we never saw and felt woefully incomplete about it.
I might have more to say on these interviews soon, but it's late now, and I can't really think that hard.
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Monday, July 30, 2007
Me & Cherie Go Up & Down
For those of you who live (or have lived) in N.C., you know Cherie Berry. She's the first occupant on every elevator in the state, the Commissioner of Labor, smiling down at you and letting you know that the elevator has been inspected for your safety. I've missed her since I moved to Georgia, who so far as I can tell, has no such Patron Saint of Elevators.
I felt a little twinge over the weekend while in a hotel in Raleigh when I saw Cherie sitting serenely above the button panel when I got in to take the luggage cart back to the lobby. Maybe that's why I mistook the "6" button for a "G" and exited the elevator two floors above our fourth floor room. By the time I saw that the numbers were in the 600s, the elevator had closed and descended. I called another one, selected the proper "G" button, and rode down the requisite six floors. When the doors slid open, I pushed the cart out, only to find myself on the parking deck level, at which point I began to laugh, and, therefore, missed my chance to get back on the elevator. I finally reached the Mezzanine level (oh, you're so fancy, Hampton Inn, with your mezzanine level) and returned the cart.
I started to take the stairs back up, but I didn't want to give up just a bit more time with Cherie. For old time's sake.
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Graveyard Shift
While I claim W-ville as my home town, the truth is that I was born in Tennessee, just over the border. For the first few years of my life, I lived in a little town just east of Lookout Mountain in the midst of the Appalachian foothills.
Mom and I went up that way yesterday for her to close out the probate on my step grandmother's will. I thought we'd have lunch, drive around a bit, stop by the courthouse, and so I wore my new four-inch black suede open-toed wedges. Because I didn't know that Mom was going to decide to do the tour de graveyards during our trip. After the first stop, I begged her to stop at Wal-Mart and buy me a pair of $1.94 flip flops.
We traipsed through three different graveyards, and Mom pointed out to me the graves of her parents and their parents - generations of Martins and Williams. We traced along the rows of stones the siblings and children of the same names, coming across one stone with a lamb atop it with the inscription "Budded on earth and bloomed in heaven." The last of the three graveyards was on a hill that overlooked a valley backed on the other side by the steep upsweep of a ridge. I stood, squinting across the way and thinking that it was a peaceful spot to be laid eternally. Here were the stones I'd most anticipated, the legendary great, great uncles named by their mother Willie Lowry with outrageous names like Vandell (whose first initials were W.F., though I know not for what they stand) and Montezuma Elmo, whose wife Rosa Nell was laid to rest at his side. Story goes that Rosa Nell was a bit unhinged and yelled at the children who rode bikes past her house while waving a butcher knife from the porch. Unfortunately for me, their brother Prudential Leffell and sister Zenta are buried elsewhere.
I'm not that informed about the generations proceeding me on either side of the family, other than knowing that for at least of few generations back, the general northwest corner of Georgia bleeding into Tennessee was home. And maybe that's why I could never settle down in the flat coastal plain. Something in my blood needed the rise and fall of the land, to be caught in a valley with a thin ribbon of sky overhead and nowhere to go but in between. Mom and I talked yesterday about how it's not really home anymore in the literal sense, but if you're talking about everafter, we wouldn't mind calling it that.
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Dumbledore
I liked that Dumbledore got another dimension in this book, but at times, I felt a little too much like Rowling kept this information an ace in her sleeve a little too long. I'm not so presumptuous as to suggest how to fix it, but I wish that we had been given even the merest hint that there was another side to Dumbledore. And while some may argue that his off-putting of telling the story of the blackened hand to Harry is an indication that it had a more sinister bent, I think we all assumed that the story had something to do with the horcrux search and it simply hadn't become relevant. Dumbledore's benign wisdom throughout all the books is a bit undermined by the slew of information we get in the seventh installment.
I loved how the revelation of Dumbledore's past subtly showed why he's a stickler for second chances - Hagrid, Snape. And I can see how his early life shaped so many of his words and actions throughout the books, which I think will be a delight when I go back and reread. But I wish we'd had a trace of Dumbledore's other side prior to the hallows. Perhaps that would've made it easier to conclude, like Dumbledore, that Harry had the makings of a better, stronger leader than the only one he ever feared.
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- Kim said...
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Harry does tend to see things a lot more black and white than Dumbledore-- like his steadfast belief, from the very beginning, that Snape (my poor Snape!) was evil-- so maybe Dumbledore thought revealing any of his dark past would have turned Harry off from following his wisdom?
- July 25, 2007 10:32 PM
- mendacious said...
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it just seemed so soapopera-ish. i mean it's so easy- him resenting the sister. none of them discussing how effed up to not get her help just bcs they didn't want her to get psychiatric care. and her just losing it in the end- i felt like i'd walked into a biography of tennesse williams! and aberforth just seemed like this one dimensional cantankerous hick. i wanted him to have a backstory, yes, but... also since the wands had memory it wouldve been easy to check to see who had done it right? also i think i wouldve preferred for albus to be more evil than this greater than good thing... we go 6 books with him as this benign powerful character and she sort of cuts him off at the knees. like there is a god, but there is no god. see? he's fallible. and we already have harry for that one. and then he gets to talk to him in the end just so we don't have any confused feelings about him... i was not satisfied with the deathly hollows thread. : D like you left the ring in the dirt? yah. no one knows where it is? no. (yah okay that'll work. what?!)
- July 26, 2007 1:41 AM
- Megs said...
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I was unfazed by how late in the story the information about Dumbledore came, though looking back, I can see how some foreshadowing, particularly in OotP, would have been nice, during the time that everyone was doubting Voldemort's return. Everyone was keen to dismiss Dumbledore then, and some nice juicy dirt would have been just the thing.
I guess we just didn't learn anything that I consider to be too shocking. Who doesn't fall under the spell of acclaim, or sometimes resent the burdens of their families? The friendship with Grindelwald--he was what, 17?
I don't know. I like seeing him as human and flawed--the seeking of the Hallows, I like it, but I'm not freaked out by what we learned. - July 26, 2007 4:06 PM
- Jason said...
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Yeah, I was a little thrown off by the explosion of Dumbledore backstory as well. You get so much and so little of it fleshed out. But I suppose it is in keeping with JK's attempt to increase the complexity of each book commensurate with the emotional maturity of the children who have been following it since the beginning and are Harry's age. Kids @ 11 want infallible father figures and Kids @ 17 often want redeemable ones.
- July 30, 2007 2:51 PM
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Least Favorite Parts
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The eight. hundred. years. they spent camping in the forest. Camping! In the forest! This is the sort of thing I fake sick to avoid having to do.
- July 25, 2007 10:33 PM
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The first thing that comes to mind is how completely annoyed I was when Hagrid was trying to protect the spiders. I mean, I know he tries to see the best in all creatures, and I know Hagrid isn't exactly the brain of the books, but that was just a little TOO thick-headed. At some point, I grew weary of Hagrid's love for all things dangerous, and that moment was just too over the top. Come on already. Even Hagrid's not that dumb.
- July 25, 2007 10:48 PM
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the fake camping did totally blow and for that long. good god. hermoine crying all the frickin' time. agh! come on. harry's scar-vision going off every page- and when you actually have to say it aloud the redundancy of it all starts screaming at you just as much. harry waking up naked- was that necessary? all the slytherins being evil ; ) them falling into traps 2 or 3x- have they never heard of reconnaisance?! geesh.
well anyway : D - July 26, 2007 1:30 AM
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yeah, the camping even wore on my nerves.
The Gringotts segment. Come on. Escaping on a dragon? It was too "high adventure" for my taste.
The epilogue, for reasons I have already stated.
And I know that everyone will hate me for this, but I did not love the whole snitch-"I am about to die" thing. - July 26, 2007 6:21 AM
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Oh, and I forgot the whole Ministry infiltration--maybe I'm just bored of polyjuice?
- July 26, 2007 6:34 AM
- Andria said...
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wholeheartedly agree about the forever time spent "camping" in the woods! Halfway through the book I was sort of annoyed that nothing much had happened yet. Things were so different - no Hogwarts, no information on the outside world, no other characters really to interact with, just Harry's mind, Hermoine's tears and readings of things to fill in the gaps/explain things from before.
The lack of anymore on the Dursley's.
I agree I was exasperated by the overuse of Polyjuice potion, too!
Ron's leaving. That really annoyed me. And just being able to walk back in, too. (Although, I know he actually dove back in, saved Harry's life and with some hesitation and turmoil, managed to finally kill the horcrux (that had caused him to leave in the first place, ironically!)
The suspended reality it took to believe they'd continually narrowly espace and not be found for a year.
The lack of depth and omissions in the epilogue, although as a whole I was glad for it. - July 26, 2007 4:59 PM
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Did not like that they would freeze their butts off and be hungry when camping; Heromine has a magic bag and is a great witch. And what was with Mad Eye Moody's eye being buried and not being usefull later. bleah.
- July 27, 2007 6:17 PM
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I Cried When...
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Sorry, I'm commenting up a storm here. My short(ened) list:
1. When Hedwig died (sniffles)
2. When Dobby died (confused sniffles)
3. When Percy came through the portrait hole (choked back sobs)
4. When Fred died (more choked back sobs)
5. When Snape died (open, ugly howling)
6. When Harry realized he was going to die (back to choking)
7. When his family came out of the ressurection stone (open sobbing)
Curiously, I stopped crying there. Didn't cry at Harry's death-- but I think because I sort of knew he wasn't dead? - July 25, 2007 10:35 PM
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I also didn't cry at Harry's death, but I think I also knew that he wasn't really dead (or just wasn't willing to accept that he might actually be dead).
I cried the most at Dobby's death. I am just the kind of person who needs to process and I had enough space with that one.
The most tear-inducing moment of all, though, was when Harry's family came out, and particularly when he asked his mom to stay close to him. That was such a beautiful scene. I'm going to cry just thinking about it. - July 25, 2007 10:54 PM
- mendacious said...
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snape dying.
sure it's probably bcs when i took that sorting hat test i came up slytherin but still. it was specific and clear and not a cliche... and it was nicely done. - July 26, 2007 1:32 AM
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Oh god. I cried through the whole thing.
1. The dedication ("and to you, if you have stuck with Harry until the very end.")
2. The epigraph ("Bless the children, and give them triumph now.")
Yes, that is where I began crying.
3. Cried for Hedwig, natch.
4. Cried at Harry's parents' graves.
5. Cried when Ron left; cried when Ron came back.
6. Cried a lot about Luna's bedroom ceiling.
7. Cried when Dobby died (somewhat hysterical at that time).
8. Cried when Percy came back, even though I thought it was a little cheap.
9. Wept while McGongagall arranged the battle of Hogwarts. Just.so.damn.in.awe.of.her.
10. Cried over Snape's memories.
11. Cried in the King's Cross station over Dumbledore's final words.
12. Cried through most of the final battle...
I was pretty much already crying when we learned of Fred's, Remus's and Tonks's deaths. I'm not excluding them from the tears. - July 26, 2007 6:33 AM
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I agree, I was really touched by the dedication!
*Hedwig's death was violent, brutal, sudden, unexpected, senseless and made me mad and cry at the same time!
*Dobby's death was also a complete shock and I was glad we had the time to process it as well.
*I was really touched by Luna's ceiling as well!
*Definitely sobbed as Harry was watching the Snape memories and realizing he had to die. That was the most affecting and emotional for me. I was accepting, but so deeply saddened. And his walk alone back to the forest and being struck down. I didn't doubt that he had actually died and was still crying at point.
I actually didn't cry when Fred died. And I wasn't that affected by it for some reason. I was more sad to loose both Lupin and Tonks, actually. very weird. I would have been an emotional wreck if it had been Mr. or Mrs. Weasley, though. - July 26, 2007 4:51 PM
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The Quick & the Dead: An Examination of the Body Count
Rowling clarified that, while Deathly Hallows was not "a blood bath", there were more than two deaths, as mistaken by many fans after she said two characters died that she didn't intend. (Which, to my knowledge, hasn't been revealed yet, but I'm putting my thoughts below.) Here's the body count of the good guys. For those of you who wish to discuss in great depth, there is a Snape thread posted below.
* Hedwig - The book's first jet of green light struck Harry's faithful fowl in a moment so surprising that I thought (hoped) that it wasn't what I thought it was. I shed a tear, but the action was so intense, that I was distracted by getting all the OOTP members safely to the Burrow. I wonder if Hedwig might have been an unplanned death (as Susan and I discussed) because Rowling realized the cumbersome logistics of what to do with her while Harry roamed through the book.
* Alastor Mad-Eye Moody - Mom and I had guessed that Moody might be one of the deaths. In a way, it made sense to clear out the members of the OOTP from the first generation. In fact, thinking on it, the Hogwarts professors are some of the only originals to survive. Mad-Eye was shot down in a blaze of glory, and that's how he would've wanted to go. Harry's burial of his eye later in the book gave me a moment to tear up on the Auror's behalf.
* Dobby - Didn't. See. It. Coming. And therefore it hit me like a ton of bricks. Dobby was the least likely character to die, according to Mugglenet, who put his odds at 100/1. The death was so unexpected, but I accepted it, knowing that Dobby would've been happier to die saving Harry Potter than any other way he might go. And the subsequent grave-digging scene with the characters' contributions of clothing and Harry's manual labor and mental toil made it the most well-processed death in the book. Plus, Luna's funeral speech was so...appropriate and simple that it made me bawl all over again.
* Fred (sniff...sniff...sob) Weasley - When Mike and I were talking prior to the book's release, he suggested that Rowling would take one of the twins - a kind of grief that was different than any other death she could create. I scoffed. Not the twins, I said! My favorite living characters outside of the trio. The appearance of Percy just prior to Fred's death already had me in a fit of weeping, but the death, Fred's face with "the ghost of his last laugh" and Percy's obvious anguish was so wrenching. The scene that followed with the Weasley family was a flash-portrait of despair that we hadn't seen in the books thus far. Mike, you called it.
* Severus Snape - Snape had the most gruesome death in all of Potterdom. The moment Nagini's cage sunk down over his head, I shuddered at the macabre scene. I liked that Harry drew blood biting his knuckle in horror - I think that was almost a meta-moment in which the character does the same as the reader. I wished Snape had gotten a more heroic death, but, as Kim pointed out, it was unlikely that Harry would've believed his goodness without the memories or that Snape would've allowed Harry to see them while he was standing there. It was absolutely grotesque, but after what we see in the pensieve, I'm pretty sure we don't have to worry about his soul.
* Remus Lupin - I anticipated that Lupin would be among the death count. It seemed fitting that all of the Marauders would be laid to rest before the book's end. I was a bit disappointed that Remus died offstage and that we weren't given much room to absorb his death. Even the moment his resurrected spirit has with Harry in the forest is overshadowed by the appearance of James, Sirius, and especially Lily, and the overall emotion of Harry's decision to die. I wished we'd been able to have more of a moment with Lupin's death than to add a tally mark to the body count.
* Nymphadora Tonks - This is my bid for the other unexpected death. Tonks, like Lupin, dies offstage, and I think that Rowling might have conceived late in the book that it would be a nice homage to the first generation to have an orphan left to his godfather in the second generation. Similar complaints here about having no emotional room for this one.
* Colin Creevey - Some are calling it a throw-away death, but Creevey, like Hedwig and Dobby, was one of the characters most wholly and unabashedly devoted to Harry. And though we don't see his death, this is his moment, albeit brief, to prove he's a true Gryffindor, unafraid to face death. He might have been a side character (at best), but it was a touching little moment to see Oliver Wood carrying his body into the castle.
Your turn.
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I lost it over Dobby. When they put all those clothes on him, I was a goner.
I think I read the line about the dead bodies lined up, and thus telling us that Lupin and Tonks had died, three times before it registered. Although, Lupin asking Harry to be the godfather was a little foreshadowing of the fact that Teddy would be an orphan. - July 25, 2007 2:52 PM
- daisy said...
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Um, I started reading your list... And when you mentioned dobby, I got teary... and then you mentioned Fred... and since I am at work, I've decided I must not read any farther. After all, no one likes a weeping-work-daisy.
(The mention of Fred's expression... genius and traumatic.) - July 25, 2007 4:29 PM
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i think dobby's death and snape's were the best and most impactful. bcs i think the scenes were flushed out well. and since i'm practically heartless, to say i almost teared up over snapes death is saying something. and we def should've been given more for lupin and tonks after all that. i was surprised that hagrid lived after the spiders. colin and hedwig seemed unnecessary casualties. i wish there was more emotional set up for fred's death- in terms of the loss and how little of a part he played in this last novel. but dying with a smile was a good touch.
can we talk about why the slytherins were all patently evil? i mean i don't get it- i think this is sort of weird oversight in the book- since JK is so into blurring the lines into shades of grey- for the house to all turn to the darkside seemed just a little odd. though it was funny when that pansy girl was like, he's right there get him- and they all turned on her. - July 25, 2007 4:38 PM
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I agree with Mendacious about Lupin and Tonks-- I wanted a little more out of it, more fleshed out, as she said. As a crucial player in the whole tale, Lupin in particular needed to be seen going out guns blazing, ripping out the throat of Fenrir Greyback.
What happened to him, anyway? Did I skim that part too quickly? - July 25, 2007 10:30 PM
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I totally lost it when Dobby died. We had plenty of opportunity to really process that one, and his neverending devotion to Harry was so touching.
As soon as Lupin asked Harry to be the godfather of his son, I had a pretty good feeling that neither Lupin or Tonks was going to make it.
To be honest, I was kind of surprised that there wasn't a more significant death. Granted, they were upsetting, but after losing Dumbledore, I thought for sure either Harry, Ron, Hermione, or Ginny wasn't going to make it. Considering all the danger the trio put themselves in, it's a little hard to believe that they all lived, though I guess Harry's death was avoided on a technicality of sorts.
For me, I think that it might take the visual of the movie, with all fifty bodies lined up in the Great Hall, to really grasp the real sense of loss in the battle. The toll was heavy, but not as heavy as I anticipated, especially considering that we didn't lose any major characters. - July 25, 2007 10:33 PM
- Andria said...
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agreed.
- July 26, 2007 5:01 PM
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Congrats to STGD for being featured on the Gossip Gangster's site!!! STGD sent a fun photoshopped image to Perez about a month ago and received a thanks email (which we thought was pretty awesome). Today it popped up on the Perezzer's Thank You post about reaching an all-time traffic high. I am just one degree separated from Perez. Awesome.
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Promises, Promises
A few things that were promised in various interviews with JKR did not surface in the book. Among them...
* the flying Ford Anglia
* the marital status of the professors and its importance
* someone who does magic late in life under desperate circumstances - several of you have asked me about this since it was pretty widely reported. I think this is something JKR said recently, so I was surprised that it was absent from the book. Mom suggested that maybe it referred to Molly Weasley, who we've seen do household magic but never dueling magic.
* what Dudley saw when attacked by the dementors. This topic was skirted but not addressed, and it was an insight into that character that I was really looking forward to.
* I still don't understand why Sirius had to die, although she's promised that we would know by now.
* who else was in Godric's Hollow. This topic has been bandied about a great deal in the fandom. JKR directly refuted that Snape was in GH under the invisibility cloak, but suggested there was someone else. Are we supposed to think it was Bathilda Bagshot??
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yah it was totally good to see molly finally put the fight on- though i think her yelling BITCH! was a little too siguordey weaver in aliens... but whatever.
also i was oddly touched that bellatrix loved voldermort so much-is that weird? did we ever get to hear her story? bcs i was like huh. really. hmm.
also i find it odd that though harry knows it's "war" he and ron and hermoine do everything they can not to kill their opponents- and i think rather untrue to life this fails to bite them in the ass as it should have. because they're still chosing to let people who do evil live- like reform malfoy or not. people don't usually stay ambivilant for life. and if you don't deal with people who have some serious issues the consequences are usually that someone gets burned? - July 25, 2007 3:06 AM
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oh sorry also- is there a reason hermoine had to be hysterical and crying thru the ENTIRE novel!?! it was ridiculous. the girl has some fight in her and i agree, sure, shed some tears but come on. everytime!?
oh! and i like that ron started to come into his own as a man but saw no real change in hermoine or harry- like how could she not believe in godric's hollow still- after all that- which in retrospect i thought would be more spectacular... and okay why was harry naked on the table in his mind? that was just odd.
sorry i jUST finished reading it and i'm a little hyper. - July 25, 2007 3:09 AM
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I apparently should have read this before I posted comments below. Sorry!
I was thinking that maybe it was Neville who did magic? I know that he has been magical all along but never really good at it and now he is? - July 25, 2007 10:42 AM
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HOOORAH!!!
In an interview with Meredith Viera, JK Rowling announces that she probably will write a comprehensive encyclopedia of characters that outlines the futures of those who live through the Deathly Hallows. This includes a new headmaster for Hogwarts (not McGonagall) and a permanent Defense Against the Dark Arts Teacher. And, because JKR is so awesome, proceeds of the book will go to charity.
Also revealed in the interview is that the character reprieved from death was Arthur Weasley. She just couldn't do it.
And, fyi, the chapter that made her howl was Harry's death. Duh. ;)
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- mendacious said...
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weird i know- but all the hype over 'who dies' left me going- really that's it- i think she fails to capture fred in such a way where i was moved by his death- i think my own imagination conjures up why it would be moving and horrible but in reality she didn't flush out his character more than to kill someone who possesses indominatable? joy and humor. but that's it- it doesn't seem that he was more than a prop which served to distract us from harry- but harry really had no true interaction with him like he did with ron? i'm jus'sayin'
- July 25, 2007 3:01 AM
- Megs said...
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Hooray! Awesome news.
- July 25, 2007 7:22 AM
- Kim said...
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OH MY GOD. This is the greatest news ever! In its stead, though, I was wondering-- what do you guys think is going to happen to the characters? Particularly Luna-- don't know why, but I've got to know.
Thusly, I call for such a thread! So it shall be written, so it shall be done! - July 25, 2007 9:22 AM
- Megan said...
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Oh, wow! One more thing to look forward to and anticipate!
That will be great, to know the who's and what's about everyone!
(Could this have been the plan all along? Yet another money maker?) - July 25, 2007 10:34 AM
- Megan said...
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Oh, and if Arthur Weasley had died I would have been SO UPSET. Miss Molly doesn't deserve that!
- July 25, 2007 10:43 AM
- ashley said...
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She had said a few times that she might do this in response to demands for another book. As in, the only thing she would do as an eighth installment would be this book. Can you imagine how rabid fans will be for it when it finally comes out???
- July 25, 2007 11:43 AM
- Jessica said...
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Luna + Neville, sittin' in a tree, s-n-o-g-g-'n-g...
first comes love, then comes radishes, then comes Luna with some goddess sashes!
(it's not good, but hey, it's in the right spirit.) - July 25, 2007 5:28 PM
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I had heard rumors of this but didn't know she had discussed it as a real possibility. . . WOOHOO!
- July 25, 2007 10:13 PM
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The James that Wasn't
One of the biggest plot holes left behind in the wake of Deathly Hallows was, for me, James Potter. In the first book, we're told that James and Lily were great wizards and wonderful people. As the series continues, we get precious few clues about Harry's parents until the Three Broomsticks scene in Prisoner of Azkaban. Here we find out about the friendship of those we will come to know as the Marauders, and the betrayal of one of them. By the end of the book, we know James was an animagus, a bit reckless, a bit mischevious, but a loyal friend. We also know that he saved Snape's neck, which at the time is why we think Snape hates his guts. And then we don't advance our knowledge about James and Lily much again (despite their appearance during Priori Incantatum) until Snape's Worst Memory in Order of the Phoenix. And this tidbit of James is disconcerting - a bullying, conceited showoff willing to humiliate for sport.
Unfortunately for us, that's right where Rowling leaves him. We never see the James that shifts toward a softer, kinder person. We never see a moment of nobility from him. And after we see Snape's memories in the pensieve, we realize that we never see a moment that proves that he deserved Lily. Lily is by far the most flawless of Rowling's characters, and it sits unwell to think that she was married to a preening git. Plus, I think the series has alluded to an enormous importance for James and Lily, and while Lily's significance pans out, James recedes into a 15-year-old's memory as a guy we would've hoped to avoid in high school. I'm a bit sad that James was never more than he seemed, that his bloodline leading to Ignotus Peverell is the best thing he contributes to the end of the story.
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- mendacious said...
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yah james was a let down completely- also i find it difficult that according to her math james and lily were only what? like 21 when they died? how was that a mark of great wizardry and all the rest? in my head they shouldve died much older.
- July 25, 2007 2:58 AM
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I agree that we never got to see the best of James. It is too bad. But I know that Lily wouldn't have married the "arrogant toerag" we did see, so I believe in the change.
(what is a toerag? Or does that belong in the mysteries thread?) - July 25, 2007 7:24 AM
- Megan said...
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James definitely doesn't seem to deserve Lily.
Maybe he was like Harry in that he could be seen as an arrogant ass if you only looked at brief snippets but was a nice guy on the whole? - July 25, 2007 10:32 AM
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I didn't feel too disappointed by James. I mean, he was so young - so young. They both were. And just as Harry is the "arrogant" brother (as in the fable of the brave brother, the arrogant brother and the smart brother), so was his father. And for that matter, so was Dumbledore. I think there's a strong theme running through about arrogance, or perhaps a better term would be egoism. Harry has to learn that there's a difference between being self-reliant and self-absorbed, and in many ways he's tempted by self-absorption in his quest, as he has been in the past. He doesn't listen to authority well, and he certainly doesn't listen to R & H well. Harry wants what Harry wants. I was so pleased with him after Dobby's death, when he got out of his "clueless Frodo/hero with smarter friends wandering about aimlessly feeling sorry for himself" spell and started leading....and following D's advice re: horcruxes rather than hallows. So good! Overall, I think this was a great book but a bit ambitious for her. It's so internal, I mean Rawlings wants this one to be about internal struggles more than external, whereas in the other books i thought it was more of a 70/30 split in favor of external struggles. And those scenes that rely less on plot and more on emotions are hard for her. She resorts to ellipses alot, as in "Harry thought about his mother and father dying and leaving him.......Just as Dumbledore and Sirius had left him.....Cold and alone and in the forest...." (paraphrased, obviously!). I think she really struggles with that. The moments that I get emotional when reading JKR are at excellent plot points, her specialty, but not at those internal moments. Anyway, I thought that despite a slow middle, it finished so wonderfully well!
geez, I suppose I needed to ramble on. Thanks for listening! - July 25, 2007 5:25 PM
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I also would have liked to see the other side of James, but I agree with Megs that the fact that Lily somehow came around to him was enough to convince me that he turned out to be worthy of her in the end. Still, it would have been nice to have seen more of his finer moments and just to know more about Harry's dad in general.
- July 25, 2007 10:09 PM
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Questions Unanswered: The Land of Confusion
What did you want to know that we weren't told? Like where is Florean Fortescue?
And what were we told that still has you scratching your head?
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- ashley said...
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What was it that had Voldemort so focused on James and Lily? And how did they "thrice defy" him? It seemed that their occupations were going to give us a clue to this, but then we were never told what they did. I still want to know what made Voldemort think Harry, not Neville, would be the boy mentioned in the prophecy.
- July 25, 2007 12:37 AM
- Megan said...
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Who did magic late in life?
I thought Rowling alluded to a Hogwart's teacher being married, who? - July 25, 2007 10:20 AM
- Megan said...
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What is the significance of Ron and Hermione's kids' names? Hugo and Rose?
- July 25, 2007 2:54 PM
- Megs said...
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When Snape made the unbreakable vow with Narcissa, was it before or after he and Dumbledore planned Dumbledore's death? All we have for a time reference is that they discussed D's demise while Snape was trapping the curse in his arm.
I'm confused by the moment in which Dumbledore asks if the plan is for Snape to kill him if Malfoy fails and Snape pauses...has he already taken the unbreakable vow? And if so.... - July 25, 2007 3:57 PM
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Yeah, exactly -- what was up with Neville? He sort of fades away in this one. I wasn't sure where the sword came from, for one thing, though I guess it was out of the hat -- it flies to the side of any true Griffyndor and all that -- (forgive me if I spelled it wrong)-- but what about the way Newille's folks died?
- July 25, 2007 5:14 PM
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Oh yeah. My other confusion. So we're led to believe in HBP that Voldemort (I can't stop thinking of him as Voldy since Peeves's little song) wanted to make 7 horcruxes, being that 7 is such a powerfully magical number and all.
So, if Harry was an accident and he didn't know he was making that horcrux, why weren't there 7 others?
The reasons I never believed that Harry was one of the 7 horcruxes were:
1. Why would Voldemort want his enemy to house a piece of his soul?
2. Voldemort wanted to KILL Harry.
3. Voldemort surely had enough horcruxes already.
So, I'm ok with the idea that it happened by accident, and fine with how that made Harry a parselmouth (maybe my favorite word in the series--oooh! can we do a favorite words thread?) and able to see into Voldemort's mind and all, but I still don't see why there wouldn't have been 7 other horcruxes. I'm not ok with it being: the diary, the locket, the ring, the snake, the cup, Voldemort himself...and Harry Potter. If you see what I mean.
Also, can anyone explain to my dense head what the significance of Voldemort using Harry's blood and therefore inheriting some of Lily's protection is? I just don't get it. - July 25, 2007 6:18 PM
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The horcruxes are the diary, the ring, the locket, the diadem, the cup and Nagini with the seventh piece of Voldemort's soul residing in his own body. Harry was an accidental eighth horcrux.
Okay...here's what I think about the blood. The blood doubly bound Voldemort and Harry. Harry housed Voldemort's soul, but Voldemort housed the blood that protected Harry. So even when Harry died to kill the part of Voldemort's soul, he couldn't die because Voldemort still had his blood. Also, Pen said it better like this on Kudzu Jungle...
i had to think long and hard about why harry was still alive after killing voldemort for good, and i THINK it is because when v directed the first killing curse at harry, that severed the horcrux from harry--hence the nasty little scaly baby in the corner at king's cross. dumbledore said that harry's soul was now completely his own. so he was then free to kill v? when he returned to life, he left the baby (v's soul) at the station, literally and figuratively... right?
their blood was still connected at that point because v used h's blood to recreate himself in goblet of fire... but the connection foiled only voldemort, because it meant that he couldn't kill harry; they both must live. except THEN, on top of that, harry was the true master of the elder wand, the most powerful, undefeated wand, so he won the battle in the end--and didn't have to die.
omg, is that right? that took a lot of brain power, and i'm not sure it should have...and i'm still not sure i'm right! anyone? - July 25, 2007 8:06 PM
- Megs said...
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Thanks, Ashley!
- July 25, 2007 9:39 PM
- Somebody's Mom said...
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Why didn't we learn what happened to Hermione's parents? Did her spell work? Were they thrilled or appalled to learn they had a daughter who was a witch? How could Hermione not have felt competent doing a memory erasing charm at the muggle cafe when she had so recently talked of the memory replacement spell she had done on her parents? And all those other questions... Would love to have watched Percy turn from the dark side. This saying a name and having it lead the dark side to them was a new "technology", given Herione's great skill and knowledge, how wouldn't that have been something she would know about? ok. I'm ranting.... I'll be quiet and center myself now.
- July 27, 2007 6:32 PM
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Severus Snape
The good or evil question answered at last. I find Snape one of the most pitiable characters in the book. His unrequited love for Lily, beginning with his eager awkwardness when they're just kids. I found the most heartbreaking thing that his patronus was a doe.
I thought he was good before I started the book, but I faltered after the first chapter and the sectumsempra on George. But when Harry heard that Snape gave Ginny detention with Hagrid, I knew he was good.
I was already crying by the time Snape died, which was only increased by him telling Harry to look at him. And then to find that the password to the headmaster's office was "Dumbledore." When Harry plunges into the mish-mash of Snape's memories we see, as Dumbledore suggests, the best of Snape, kept hidden for this final moment.
His love for Lily is so true and steadfast...I hope that she greeted him kindly on the other side.
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Ah, dear Snape. Your recap really helped me pick up on things I missed or glossed over, without fully getting the importance or meaning, so thanks.
I still believed that he was good, even if in a twisted way at the end of book 6 and just knew there had to be a deeper understanding or meaning behind Dumbledore's murder. Although, I admit, I had my doubts, too, in the beginning of book 7 with all the evil he seemed to be involved with. And I really liked the whole chapter with all of the memories to fill in the gaps, BUT I'm still a little confused on the exact moment he really had a change of heart or showed real remorse for choosing the wrong side. It just felt more like a debt he was paying to Dumbledore rather than a real sense of good spirit. Does that make sense? I definitely don't think he was transformed into a favorite or anything for me, but I have more understanding of him overall and appreciate the skills he had to possess to convince Voldemort he was truly his servant and keep up that facade through it all.
I posed this question in a comment earlier, but now that we have an official Snape post, I'll ask again for explainations on how Snape knew the day the OOTP was to move Harry from Privet Drive. Was the portrait Dumbledore still privy to this information and he was leaking it to Snape? Also, it seems the knowledge of who was in OOTP as well as the Death Eaters was fairly common, so it's weird he could be on both lists publically - or avoid one or the other. - July 25, 2007 12:35 AM
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I love snape! when he died i was like, really that's it? he's evil? thank god for the longass backflash- and i was so glad to have been right! though finding out dumbledore was so cold!! was quite a contrast. i think snape was one of her best drawn and consistent characters.
it does seem like a plot hole however about the day of harry's departure unless one of the headmaster portraits told him? it was odd. - July 25, 2007 2:54 AM
- Megs said...
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I totally believe that Dumbledore's portrait told him. I thought we were supposed to understand that from his memory: that there was no double agent; no one was selling Harry out.
- July 25, 2007 6:27 AM
- Megs said...
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What you said last about Lily greeting him on the other side...that is my greatest sadness for Snape, that his goodness had to be it's own and only reward. I am sure he was well recieved. But he could never have the love he has so surely earned by now.
Snape was not a very nice man; if he had been my teacher, I would have hated him. But nice and good are not the same, and there was goodness in Snape I could not have imagined. When Lily asks Snape if it matter that she is muggle-born.
Oh god. I'm going to cry before I leave for work.
The patronus was so gut-wrenching to me. I'm glad that we had established through Tonks that patronuses can change and that Snape's never had. And thinking about the patronus, I so admire Rowling. For she used Snape's, not just to make a great piece of plot as it led Harry to the lake, but to conjure Lily. Who here didn't think of his mother and wonder if she could help from the other side? And then you find out that it's Snape's and this enormous backstory, the pieces for which have been laid since we knew what a patronus was.
There's this sort of inevitibility to the series--so difficult in regular fiction, so damn near impossible in fantasy--that she makes look easy. - July 25, 2007 7:30 AM
- Megan said...
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OMG, I'm tearing up just reading all of the comments!
I just fell in love with Snape's character after reading the Prince's Tale chapter. Good all along and SO brave, just as Harry says later.
Definitely, the most painful part was "Look... at... me...". Aaagh! He disliked Harry so much for being like his father yet his love for Lily surpassed that. He wanted to look into her eyes as he died... I need a tissue.
Lily calling him 'Sev' was so telling of how good of friends they were.
So Snape's patronus changed to a doe once Lily died, and stayed a doe as a symbol of his grief and pain.
Imagine the inner turmoil of wanting to love Lily's son for being her son and yet he was also the son of someone he despised. I can understand how he could let himself be mean to Harry.
Throughout the book and especially in Snape's memories Lily is presented as such a wonderfuly nice character. James just comes off as a real ass.
Love. Snape. - July 25, 2007 10:17 AM
- Megan said...
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I have been doing a little spot rereading and just saw in the epilogue that Albus Severus was the only one of Harry's kids that has his Lily's eyes. How fitting and sweet!
- July 25, 2007 2:37 PM
- Jennifer said...
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Snape is such a fantastic character. The fact that his patronus was a doe was so heart-wrenching. While he is such a noble character in the end, I can't help thinking what a miserable life he led. I know it was all for love and for the greater good, but to be so despised, to be thought of as a traitor, to be a victim of unrequited love. . . . If I ever thought I've had a bad day, I take it back.
- July 25, 2007 10:00 PM
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Favorite Parts
Best Parts
Meg required a "best parts" thread. I will update this post later with my own thoughts. Until then, have at it.
UPDATE:
Okay, so I didn't read the comments so that I could be unbiased about my favorite parts.
I truly loved the part where Ron came back. It was such a friendship moment for him and Harry, and I loved how Harry said that Dumbledore would know Ron would come back.
And then there was the sign in Godric's Hollow, which I found so touching.
Ron and Hermione holding hands while falling asleep in Grimauld Place.
Bellatrix Lestrange getting her come-uppance from MOLLY WEASLEY!
The Ron/Hermione kiss we've all been waiting for.
The snitch and "I am about to die." Heart-wrenching. That might actually have been my favorite moment...followed by the appearances of James, Lily, Sirius and Lupin.
Harry repairing his wand...I don't know why that moment was so important to me, but it somehow set everything right after all that had happened.
There are so many more...but my first thoughts...
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Personally, I loved the solidarity behind Harry and all of his supporters. The radio show with a familiar cast of hosts; those that showed up for him when he needed - Alberforth, the doe, Dobby; the movie-ready scene in the Great Hall where Pansy Parkinson calls out to seize Harry and all of the tables stand up to protect him (still get goose-bumps!); all of the DA and OOTP and everyone that shows up in the ROR to fight and the great battle at Hogwarts, etc.
Also, I thought Hermoine was especially brilliant in her quick thinking: packing the purse; the escape from Lovegood's; transforming Harry's face before being captured AND managing to get the purse of all of their belongings?!; maintaining a good story despite being tortured; quick-thinking when she was Bellatrix, etc. - July 24, 2007 9:49 AM
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"NOT MY DAUGHTER, YOU BITCH!"
The Prince's Tale chapter was my favorite. Now I love Snape for his love for Lily. Ahhh...
Nothing seems more movie ready than Harry waking up in King's Cross... NEKKID. Is that a mere coincidence, ladies?!
Dobby and Kreacher being so supportive and Kreacher leading the charge into the Great Hall.
Neville's Gran showing up to fight and being supportive of him "naturally". - July 24, 2007 10:16 AM
- Andria said...
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PS Did I mention the part where HARRY got to Live?! definitely thankful for that part. :)
- July 24, 2007 10:24 AM
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When McGonagall calls the suits of armor to animate and protect the school. I cry every single time I think of it.
Harry comforting Ron after Ron has killed the locket-horcrux.
Agreed on both the radio show and the 3 houses' support of Harry before the Battle of Hogwarts.
The entirety of the King's Cross scene, but mostly Dumbledore's quote at the end of it: "Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean it isn't real?" I think that's a lovely meta-moment, which consoles my grieving heart.
All of Snape's memories. Didn't think it was possible to ever convince me to love Severus Snape, no matter how "good" he turned out to be, but she did it, and I love him completely. So completely.
(Still a little confused about the unbreakable vow aspect of book 6--should we have a "still confused" thread?)
Molly Weasley showing her stuff.
I felt manipulated by the whole turnaround-of-Kreacher thing, but still loved seeing him lead the house-elves.
Glad for the humanization of Dumbledore.
Shall we have a least favorite part thread? - July 24, 2007 3:26 PM
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How could I forget Sir Cadogan?
- July 24, 2007 3:44 PM
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I totally agree Megs that Dumbledore's meta moment consoled me. And simultaneously made me weep even harder.
- July 24, 2007 4:40 PM
- penelope said...
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Dumbledore's meta-moment, and how it recalled Xeno Lovegood's philosophy of opening your mind. Also, Dumbledore's thoughts on greeting death, to pity the living and the unloved.
This would also be in my "weepy moments" list, but Ron killing the horcrux locket, Rowling going deep on his truest pain.
McGonagall animating the desks, as well as the armor, and also Sprout and Neville rushing by with all their herbology defenses.
That she left us to imagine Ginny and Harry's reunion.
Also a weepy moment, but so brilliant: Voldemort's complete memory of killing the Potters, and baby Harry's perspective mixed in.
Neville retrieving Harry and company from Aberforth's, recounting tales of the new Hogwarts... and also yeah, all moments with Gran.
After Dobby's death, Harry's changing moment, when he realizes he has a choice, when he really kind of becomes an adult, emotionally.
When Harry opens the snitch, is surrounded by his parental figures, that it was his parents but also Lupin and Sirius, and that he asked his mother to stay by him (tear).
The radio show, absolutely, and Hermione's bag.
Going to the Ministry to get Umbridge's necklace. - July 24, 2007 6:28 PM
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I loved Hermione's bag! She's so brills.
- July 24, 2007 11:57 PM
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I realized how much came from the 2nd half/end of the book and wanted to try to come up with something from earlier on. I got to the part where Stingmonger(?) was giving the trio their items from Dumbledore's will. I can't remember specifics now of what was said, but I know they were each sassy in a way and loved how it ended with Harry nose ot nose with him.
Also, I loved it when Harry came out from under the cloak and said, "You shouldn't have done that" to Carrow before stunning him in McGonagall's honor/protection. That was a great scene. From the end, but worth mentioning.
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The End?
The End?
One of the little problems I had with the book was the epilogue. I know JKR had written the epilogue many, many years ago as her promise to herself that she would make it to the end. Unfortunately, I think the books outgrew the epilogue. Perhaps out of sentimentality, she couldn't quite let the existing epilogue go after all these years, but its narrow scope belied the sprawling emotional territory of the books. It didn't tell us anything that we would have deduced (the Harry/Ginny and Ron/Hermione pairings) with the exception of Neville's herbology appointment which had been so widely speculated among the fandom that it was hardly a surprise to me. I wanted something with a little more weight to it, or at least more information on various characters. Like Luna. And George. It wasn't possible for her to give a wrap up on the entire cast of characters, but to only show the trio plus Ginny and Draco Malfoy felt so limited, as though the world that had exploded throughout the series was right back down to the pinhole of Sorcerer's Stone in a way that, unlike the feeling of coming full circle, felt immensely flat. Thoughts?
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I completely agree with this. Completely. When I finished the book, I said to Thomas, the only thing I would have changed was that I would have left out the epilogue.
1. I don't think it told us anything we didn't already know in our hearts, and I hate feeling underestimated, like I have to be shown every little thing.
2. It read like fan-fiction. It was too easy.
3. It cheapened the cost of the struggle. If we could go from the end of the battle, piles of our dead, the destruction of the castle, the horrifying cost of triumph, to some happy time in which all the right people are married and their kids are named for the dead, la la la....I believe that they could get their, but the struggle should be honored.
4. I was bothered by the absence of Luna.
5. I think, in the end, it's there because she wanted a way to let us know that Harry did come to honor Snape. And I think that's important, but I'm sure she could have found a better way to do it. - July 24, 2007 6:12 AM
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sorry for poor grammar/spelling. I was impassioned. And crying. :)
- July 24, 2007 6:13 AM
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I disagree... Not wholeheartedly. I feel like we were left hanging on the matter of characters like George, Luna, etc, as well as the struggle of the aftermath, but on the note of knowing things in our hearts, I think it was okay not to go there and cover all bases, leaving more to our imagination. Otherwise it might have been even more fan-fictiony, with a rundown of "where are they now." It resolved a few other questions, like that parentless Teddy Tonks is doing fine, coming to family dinners 4x a week. It told us that Bill and Fleur have at least one kid, Victoire. Hagrid's still gamekeeper. I don't know. The epilogue provided quite a bit of solace for me.
- July 24, 2007 8:04 AM
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I guess part of me just wanted to know that after all that, that Harry was still a leader. I mean, I know he's done enough, what with the dying and all, but I wanted to know if he became an auror. Or a ministry worker. Or whatever. Did he work at Weasleys' Wizard Wheezes? I felt like she pointed to occupations so much in the book (like Mr. Weasley's less-than-honored job in the Misuse of Muggle Artifacts) that the occupational choices of the trio being absent in the epilogue felt a bit conspicuous.
I guess the epilogue just felt too late in the wake of the rest of the book. - July 24, 2007 8:47 AM
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The epilogue was my only real complaint and disappointment. I agree that it fell totally flat, and it didn't tell us much we couldn't already deduce. And if she WAS going to give us the future, I wanted more, including what they were all doing career-wise. I think she might have implied that Ron has picked up some of his dad's love for Muggles and may be engaged in that kind of work, but I wanted to know if Harry was an auror, and I definitely have been curious since the beginning to know what Hermione would be when she grew up.
I would have much preferred a quieter, more subtle ending. . . perhaps they all come back together at the Burrow, they have a memorial for Fred, Tonks, and Lupin (I never really had a chance for those deaths to sink in), Harry gets to meet his godson Ted, etc. I still would have liked some sort of resolution, but a more implicit one, and for me, it wasn't necessary to fast forward into the future. In fact, I found it difficult to make the leap from teenagers to married people with kids. - July 24, 2007 9:34 AM
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I thought that the epilogue could have been different. I almost got confused between all of the names of the kids! David and I both wanted to know what Harry's profession was. Albus Severus was most excellent, though!
I think I was most disappointed by the epilogue because it left the door open for more books (which wouldn't be all that bad, but Rowling said that she didn't want any others picking up the story). - July 24, 2007 10:09 AM
- Andria said...
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I agree to a certain extent that the epilogue was a little too surface and came off as cheesy to me and just much too neatly wrapped up. For all of the turmoil and struggle and depth of the novels, it just didn't have any real sustenance. However, I can't say I still wasn't happy for it. I had said, I didn't want it just to end with the final battle - I wanted to know more about how things turned out afterwards, so I was glad to have even the few superficial glimpses. It still left me feeling somewhat sated. I would have loved to know the career choices - I had even thought Harry might end up Headmaster at Hogwarts after all of his ties there. And what did the others choose for their paths? And I wanted mention of Luna, too. Perhaps even a mention of the Dursleys? I found it odd they didn't have more appearances.
I think there could have been more emotion if we'd been shown Harry's introduction to his God son, too rather than just the surface comment of he swings by for dinner -- who's looking after him then?
Ash -- I think we could have a Snape post to discuss our feelings about him now. I have one question about how he knew the actual date they were moving Harry from Privet Drive. He couldn't possibly still be privy to OOTP information, but I guess the portrait Dumbledore gave it to him? Or was he getting the information from Mundungus when he confunded him to suggest the decoys? And it showed how he unintentionally injured George, but wasn't he still the one that killed MadEye or am I confused? Ok, well, I'll wait for the post on Snape before delving anymore. - July 24, 2007 10:17 AM
- Megs said...
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I second a Snape discussion, if only for a forum where I can vent out my guilt for believing the worst of him.
I'm sorry, Snape!!! - July 24, 2007 3:33 PM
- daisy said...
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I'm honestly torn about the epilogue. I know in my heart that it fell flat and left out all the things mentioned here, that it was too simple etc. But at the same time, I also felt that it provide some sort of closure. I found myself doing the math of when Harry and Ginny started having babies etc. That being said, I also really felt like the epilogue opened the door for a series about the kids. And while I want to like that idea, I don't think it would work because of the fact that Harry was BORN to be this character. Not sure if that makes sense... But it didn't seem as though any of the children had any unique attributes that would allow them to be the protagonist... More like they were supporting characters. ALTHOUGH, it would be interesting if Albus Severus were put in Slytherin and flirted with the darker side of things... I don't know. Basically, I agree. Epilogue needed work. But I'm still glad it was there.
- July 24, 2007 4:34 PM
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A Snape thread would be great, and also maybe a thread of "weepy moments." Oh, and an "unanswered questions" thread.
- July 24, 2007 6:17 PM
- mendacious said...
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i totally agree- it was so romantized to see ginny and harry together even though all he loved was this idealized version of her and him making out all the time- no sense of a mature relationship- i agree it read like fan fic absolutely. And that even hermoine didn't work at hogwarts and all was well- like evil just vanishes for 19 years? nutzo. as much as i liked that she attempted to wrap things up it was way too easy-
- July 25, 2007 2:51 AM
- Somebody's Mom said...
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You all have such good comments. It is so much fun to read them.
The whole and they lived happily ever aspect of the epilogue is too simple, like so much cotton candy. Clearly, Harry should still have trust and intimacy issues what with his years of abandonment in the Dursley's family. It was too pat a result for him to marry Ginny. She fell in love with the great H P and does he pick up his socks and remember to tell her if he'll be home late from work, does he have backflashes (But maybe he and Ginny have gone to marriage counseling and worked out those details.) When I heard the list of all the kids, my first thought was that there would be a sequel, or maybe a silly tv series. I hope I am wrong.
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The Grand Finale
Rowling herself said that this book would either be loved or loathed by fans of the series. I can't imagine how she felt sitting down to write this book under the enormous pressure of ten years' anticipation. She could have never guessed at the enormity of her fan base, never presumed that the grand finale of her seven-part brainchild would sell 8.3 million copies in its first 24 hours of sale. And with all the questions she presented in the book's six predecessors, she was going to be hard-pressed to answer them all.
Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows was by far the darkest and most intense of Harry's adventures. From the opening chapter that ends with Avada Kedavra to a departure from Privet Drive fraught with tension, injury and death, the book begins with a decidedly adult tone. From there it breaks the mold from the typical Potter structure - the Privet Drive scene is the only standby. Gone is the scarlet steam engine and the great stone walls of Hogwarts and the introduction of a new DADA teacher. And we are every bit as disoriented outside of the confines of Hogwarts as Harry, Ron and Hermione.
And perhaps it is this shoved out of the nest feeling that had me sympathizing even more deeply with the trio as they grappled with decisions that had to be made without guidance or wisdom. In the end, they had each other, and at times, no one. It is the realization of all that Rowling has given them over the past six books, and while they would be at Hogwarts in a perfect world, it's not a perfect world, and thus it is befitting that Harry, Ron and Hermione spend their coming of age year in utter turmoil.
While Rowling is hurtling us through the plot with its bumps and twists, she draws heavily from the rest of the cannon, almost as though she's bringing back each memory for us to bid farewell to right alongside her. Sirius' motorbike, the Deluminator, the Golden Snitch, the tent from the world cup, Phineas Nigellus' portrait from Grimauld Place, Sir Cadagon clanking through the halls of Hogwarts, mandrakes, Gringotts and levicorpus. It's like a free-fall through the magical world.
The complexity of the overall plot surprised me. I had thought, like many, that the deathly hallows referred to the horcruxes, and so the deathly hallows storyline was an added layer I wasn't anticipating. And while some may think it made it overly complex, I think that it gave the book one of the hallmarks of the whole series - it gave Harry a choice. For a moment - a heart-stopping moment - I thought it was going to be the most painful choice in all of fiction.
While I might quibble with a few of the things left out and a few of the things left in, my overall response to the Deathly Hallows was intense, emotional and exhausted. I felt the triumphs and the tragedies more profoundly than any of the other books. And I think that JK Rowling did an utterly magnificent job of finalizing the series. I can't believe it's over - just like that - swish and flick. But it was a hell of a ride.
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- Andria said...
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beautiful testimony. I'll wait until others start up the commenting before I continue my long-windedness. . . off to bed, where I'm sure fanciful HP dreams await me.
- July 24, 2007 1:04 AM
- Megs said...
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I feel humbled to be alive for the release of classic series. I've heard many quibbles in the last few days and I have some of my own, but few few few about the way this story was written and presented. I was astounded by how many strings were pulled together by this novel, how much was drawn from, how satisfying it was to feel everything come together.
Can you start a thread about best parts? - July 24, 2007 6:17 AM
- penelope said...
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I'm still basking in the brilliance of Book 7. It's a happy place to go in one's mind, pondering Harry Potter. I have a few quibbles, just here and there, but on the whole, it was magic the way she pulled it all together. I think of each of the preceding 6 books, and how now going back to read them will be all more satisfying and amazing, that she really was weaving and weaving all along.
A best parts thread would be great. I keep going back to the Battle of Hogwarts, and the delightfully inventive ways that it was protected.
And Molly Weasley offing Bellatrix. I don't know why her saying "bitch" was so shocking, but it was. - July 24, 2007 8:13 AM
- Jennifer said...
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Book 7 was brilliant, and I am just so amazed at how she brought everything together, yet still managed to add additional layers of complexity even as she was wrapping everything up.
I don't have any major complaints at all, except the epilogue. The only thing I can't seem to get over, though, is Fred's death. There's a part of me that wishes she could have changed that one thing. I know that battle couldn't come without a cost. . . but Fred? :( Somehow it's so much harder to swallow than the other deaths. - July 24, 2007 9:39 AM
- Megan said...
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In the wake of my terrible attempt, I am so glad that you can compose a well thought out review!
Reading your thoughts on the book makes me remember the things that I really liked about it. I want to be madly in love with it and get a warm fuzzy feeling when I reflect upon it but I just don't. If I were to give a general glean of the book it would be war, lots of time in a tent, umpteen near misses with Voldemort and a finale that was less spectacular than I had envisioned. Once I go and look deeper than that I can see and appreciate other well thought out plots and twists within but I just can't get past the fact that I think Harry should have died. I feel treacherous for having that thought but it's there nonetheless.
I fully intend to reread the book soon and I hope hope hope to have different feelings. Maybe when I actually take the time to digest everything, slowly, instead of blazing through in a frenzy, I will come to see what (seemingly) everyone else sees. - July 24, 2007 9:57 AM
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I agree with your treacherous thoughts, Megan. I felt strongly about that before the book and even bet my dad a six pack of beer that it would happen. I felt it was inevitable and I still feel that, though I am relieved that he lived.
I never believed Harry was a horcrux--that shocked me, thought everyone predicted it and I want to talk about it when we talk about things that are still confusing to us.
Once it was revealed that he was, though, it seemed even more important that he fulfill his destiny and die. I loved that he cast a shield charm over the right side by his sacrifice (though I don't attribute it to being a Christ-figure. I've heard that bandied about).
I guess what I have to say is that, though I think she slithered out of a loophole, and I've never seen her shrink from a place the story was going, and I'm sad about it, I'm gladder that he lived. - July 24, 2007 5:24 PM
- penelope said...
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Harry is The Boy Who Lived, and I never thought it would have been right for him to die. I thought she handled it all masterfully... in my humble opinion.
I wonder, didn't JKR say at one point while writing that she changed her mind about a character's death and made it someone else? I'm wondering if it was supposed to be Percy, and then she made it Fred. Because as soon as Percy came back, I felt so strongly that he was a goner. But then maybe she went for Fred because it intense in a different way. George losing his twin, and friends, family and fans losing a character that they've been attached to all along... it had to be someone whose death at least had that weight to it, to fully illustrate the horror of Voldemort and stakes of the battle. - July 24, 2007 6:38 PM
- Andrea Q. said...
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I'm glad you started this blog!! Thanks for giving us a place to talk about this.
...Though, I really have nothing new to add. I just loved the book. That's all. :) - July 25, 2007 12:08 AM
- hat said...
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Wonderfully written, Ash. It sounds as if you might have your very own magic quill scribbling down everything... I finished the book on Monday, and it would seem from the comments posted here, that I have a less favorable opinion than others about the flourish of Bk 7. I will then defer to the prose writers for the full commentaries...! It was, however, an enjoyable break from the regular reading. Very nice.
- July 27, 2007 4:15 AM
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Life After Potter
When I went to get my book Friday, I was feeling a bit sad that I couldn't be at some wildly fun party that made the occasion more memorable. But once I saw the little group of people clustered around the first register in Kroger, I realized that I'd picked an appropriate place to get my book. It was a testament to the magic of Potter that among the crowd were Gothy teenagers, frat boys, a couple of good ol' country boys, and a guy I'm quite sure plays Dungeons & Dragons. Young, old, black, white, men, women, all standing there waiting, talking to perfect strangers from completely different walks of life about the sweet anticipation of book seven. Even among my friends, I've been reminded that Potter has been one of those things that can bind us together. And now it's over.
Daisy considered starting a support group, but since it would be sort of expensive for all the cross-country flying, I'm doing the next best thing: The Post-Potter Blog. In order to respect the privacy of those who haven't finished the seventh Potter (like poor Niki taking the bar) and those of my readers who are tired of the Pottermania (like STGD), I've set up a new blog so that those of you who wish to can talk about the book. I've posted a basic review for reactions, and I'll put up some additional posts for discussion. If you want me to post something, just email me or leave it in the comments. Because even though it's over, Harry Potter's still something to talk about.
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Sunday, July 22, 2007
The Alpha & The Omega
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Thursday, July 19, 2007
All Hallows Eve
In just over 24 hours, I will have Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows in hand. I'm ready. I've dutifully reread, pondered, conjectured, debated and predicted what will happen in the final installment of the Potter series. Whatever the case, tears will be shed - I've stocked up on Kleenex. I've touched base with my fellow Potter aficionados for last-minute predictions and the terms of engagement over the weekend o' reading (any calls must be answered with the chapter number so as not to spoil the plot).
Rowling has said writing Potter was the experience of a lifetime. Indeed. It has given us all something to argue about and discuss and believe in and imagine and frankly, love more than you should love people who don't exist. And while I am nearly breathless with anticipation, I am already dreading the post-Potter depression. That it is The End.
That said, I'm going to soak up every minute until midnight tomorrow, anticipating it, thinking about it, feeling excited about that perfect moment just before I open the cover of the book. Until then, the blog will be dark. Enjoy it, Pottermaniacs. I'll see you on the other side.
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Shame On You, NYT
The New York Times obtained an illicit copy of The Deathly Hallows and posted a review on its website, containing major spoilers. Shouldn't journalists have more integrity? I recognize that the release of this book is a cultural phenomenon that is the scoop of the moment, but don't they have souls?
All this to say, be careful, folks. I'd advise you to avoid unknowns on the web until you've got the book in hand unless you want to know the ending ahead of time. I myself am limiting web surfing to the known quantities until I'm on the other side of the hallows. As Mad-Eye Moody would say, "Constant vigilance!"
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Deathly Hallows: Predictions & Questions
SPOILER ALERT: I know some of you out there are trying to stay totally pure before Deathly Hallows hits the shelves. In fact, I might have been shushed earlier this week for starting a sentence, "I read an article..." in fear of spoilage. The truth is, I'm really just obsessed - not clairvoyant. And I have not heard/seen/read any of the leaked manuscript. However, out of deepest respect for my fellow Pottermaniacs, I will clarify that what follows is an account of
b) a few scattered thoughts of what I think will be in the book
Most of this information deals with the return of characters, objects, and questions that will be answered/information to be revealed (on JKR's part) and a few somewhat-educated guesses on my part from all my reading on The Leaky Cauldron and Mugglenet. All of this is based on the existing, already-released cannon that you all have access to and not, in any way, information from an illicit copy of the Deathly Hallows manuscript. In short, I have nothing with which to spoil you, but if you are still wary, look away.
* JKR has confirmed the return of the following characters and items from Potter's past in the final installment: Viktor Krum, Dolores Umbridge, Rita Skeeter, Sirius' motorcycle and the flying Ford Anglia.
* She has also confirmed that we will see Sirius Black again, though she would not say in what form. I nearly wept for joy when I saw this. (Perhaps a portrait hidden in Grimauld Place?)
* Also making a return is the two-way mirror, which she said would not have been as useful as we might have thought it, but that it would be more useful than we might think. How's that for cryptic? I find it interesting, too, that JKR cautioned filmmakers about Kreacher, but did not insist on the mirror being present in the film.
* An Order of the Phoenix member we are aware of but "have not met properly" will become important.
* A staple of the books - Quidditch - has flown its last. But another staple - the annual installment of a new Defense Against the Darks Arts teacher - will be present. Guess that answers the 'will Hogwarts be open' question.
* We will find out something incredibly important about Lily and why it is important that Harry has Lily's eyes. Possibly to remind Snape of who Harry's mother was?
* Expect to get information about Dumbledore in a variety of ways - JKR says family would be a profitable line of thinking. Thus, we can expect to head to the Hog's Head and get friendly with the barman who likes to get friendly with goats. We also know his portrait is in the headmaster's (now headmistress') office, and likely in the Ministry of Magic (although, that's unconfirmed). And there's always the pensieve.
* A question at a recent reading about whether or not any of the professors were married received an evasive answer from JKR, and it was suggested that the answer was both in the affirmative and significant to the seventh book.
* The last word is no longer scar - although it's very near the end.
* Someone does magic late in life under desperate circumstances. I'm pulling for Mrs. Figg.
* Why, why, why, please, tell us why, Dumbledore trusts Snape? Some suggest Snape may have been forced to make an Unbreakable Vow to the Order. If this is the case, someone served as the bond sealer. I would like to say that I think Snape may be able to prove his loyalty by calling Fawkes to him as Harry did in the Chamber of Secrets.
* In a recent interview, JKR was asked if she cried when she finished the book. She said no, but that a chapter very near the end caused her to "howl." I think that makes us all a bit uncomfortable.
* Let it be said that Kim called way back in 2003 with the release of Order of the Phoenix that the Mimbulus Mimbletonia would have its day. And as information often skips a book before coming back, I think she may have it here.
* JKR dodged a question about Harry time-traveling, which is again, an indicator that it might come up.
* I'm kind of wondering - and I have no basis for this - if the Potters were Unspeakables (workers in the Department of Mysteries).
* Mugglenet had a Deathly Hallows Madness (similar to March Madness) that posed 65 questions about the seventh book. I couldn't possibly review all my answers here, but the high points, just for posterity are:
1) Harry, Ron, Hermione & Ginny will live (because I can't really bear to predict otherwise although I secretly, secretly fear that Harry will die).
2) Snape is good. (And loved Lily. And will do something extreme to show his loyalty for the Order. Like taking the old Avada Kedavra for the team.)
3) Draco Malfoy dies.
4) Neville will defeat Bellatrix Lestrange.
5) Nargles are for real.
Let the final countdown begin! Just 48 hours until the momentous occasion!!
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Nerd Alert
As if the spate of Harry Potter posting didn't tip you off, I'm going to seal the bargain: I am a nerd.
For the past few weeks, I've been watching Simon Schama's The Power of Art on PBS, which comes on a couple of hours after my mother's weekly dose of Antiques Roadshow. The Power of Art is like Behind the Music: Classical Art. Each one is about the rise to heady success, the onset of arrogance, the downfall, and the death in utter disgrace. It's kind of addictive. And I'm mildly in love with Schama, an affable British historian who possesses something of a Tim Gunn air about him. He strolls through galleries in the same open-collar white button-up and black tailored jacket in each episode and tosses out pithy, almost gossipy information about each of the artists and their masterworks. Like Bernini, a sculptor who committed adultery, only to find his brother was doing the same with the same woman, and therefore sent a servant to slash his mistress's face with a razor blade.
I'm no art critic, and, in fact, have very little real understanding of the meaning of most art. But Schama makes these artists into the rock stars of the day, celebrities mingling among the rich and powerful until they decide to make a scandalous statement with their work. It is his exploration of their work that I find so fascinating. The way he talks about it, wandering through the veriest details, it is so captivating that suddenly I can see why David's The Death of Marat is unholy and beautiful and transcendent and treason. And after he raptured about the exquisitely fine line between reverence and revelry in Bernini's The Ecstasy of St. Therese, I hope I get to see it firsthand before I die.
There are only eight episodes, and I'm sorry to say I missed three of them - Van Gogh (featuring Andy Serkis as Van Gogh!), Picasso and Caravaggio. I saw Bernini, Rembrandt and David, and still have Turner and Rothko to go. The show is an absolute culture clash in my mind: art deemed so great that it demanded reverence and an explication of it the brings in all the messy passion and rebellion and irreverence. It is art historian meets Perez Hilton. And I can't get enough.
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Questions & Theories: Half-Blood Prince
* Where are Ollivander and Fortescue? (My mother suggested Fortescue was taken because Voldemort likes ice cream as much as we do.)
* Is there any significance to Slughorn saying there is immense power in obsessive love? And will Slughorn resume his post at Hogwarts, possibly giving Harry further direction on horcruxes and how to destroy them?
* What happened to Dumbledore's hand? Will the memory of this excursion be left in the pensieve for Harry?
* Did Mundungus pilfer anything important from Grimauld Place? I'm going to guess no here, since JKR specifically told film producers they'd better leave Kreacher in OOTP but put up no fight about Mundungus being struck from the film.
* Hogwarts is so important to Riddle. Beyond collecting the items from the founders, was he able to hide a horcrux there?
* Any significance to Octavius Pepper, who goes missing?
* What happened to Dumbledore when he drank the potion? When asked shortly following the publication of HBP what Dumbledore's boggart would be, she said, "Read the book. There's your answer." Is this potion liquid boggart, or, in essence, liquid fear? And still, what did he mean when he said, "Don't hurt them, hurt me"? (Some wonder if the liquid was the Draught of Living Death, but early in the book, Harry's concoction of DOLD is a pale pink - not green - just before Slughorn gives him top marks.)
* Why did Snape and Dumbledore argue over something Snape didn't want to do anymore? (I mean, I guess I'd probably get tired, too, if I were a double-triple-to-the-nth-power agent.)
* Trelawney is shown at two different times with tarot cards. Once she mentions conflict, an ill omen, and a dark young man who doesn't like her - just as she passes Harry. And when she tells him that it was Snape who overheard the prophecy, she's talking about the lightning struck tower. Is Trelawney a truer seer than we think?
* What will happen to Dumbledore's wand?
* Who is R.A.B.? JKR says Regulus Black would be "a fine guess."
* What are the horcruxes? Is, as Andi suggested in the comments on the OOTP post, Dumbledore confirming that Nagini is a horcrux after she attacks Mr. Weasley? In addition to Hufflepuff's cup and Slytherin's locket, are there artifacts from Ravenclaw and Gryffindor? Mugglenet suggests it was Ravenclaw's wand Tom Riddle wanted to recover - is this his connection to Ollivander? And while Dumbledore says that sword of Gryffindor is safe, is the sword of Gryffindor something else...like Harry himself? This may be the epic battle between the Heir of Slytherin and the Heir of Gryffindor, and if Harry is a horcrux (as some think he might be) then we'll get our metaphorical sword.
* Where are the horcruxes? Most people think that the locket is the heavy locket no one could open at Grimauld Place in OOTP and was brought there by Regulus Black, one R.A.B. The other horcruxes are anyone's guess. I've seen theories that one is hidden in the Room of Requirement (where Harry left his Half-Blood Prince textbook). Others have suggested Gringotts. This is one question I think, aside from the locket, we have the least clues to answer.
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Monday, July 16, 2007
Questions & Theories: Order of the Phoenix
* What did Dudley see when attacked by the dementors? JKR has said this will be answered, and while Mugglenet predicts that it will be his experience with Hagrid in SS, I'm hoping for something more telling and significant.
* Dumbledore's howler says, "Remember my last" which is an indication that he and Petunia have exchanged more than one correspondence. JKR has said there is more to Petunia than meets the eye, although she is not magical in any way - not even a squib. Will she give Dumbledore's letters to Harry? And is there more to Petunia than that?
* Is the heavy locket that no one could open at Grimauld Place perhaps Slytherin's locket? And was it brought there by Regulus Black? And does it still reside there in dear Kreacher's stash?
* She mentions an auror who looks like Bill in that offhanded way of someone who will be important later...but he may be no one.
* What is behind the door that melted the knife Sirius gave Harry? When asked if we would go back to the Department of Mysteries, JKR said, "No comment" which usually means "yes."
* What is the weird connection between Harry and Voldemort that Dumbledore never completely explains?
* What is the instrument Dumbledore uses after Mr. Weasley is attacked and what does it do? (It produces a smoky serpent to which Dumbledore says, "Naturally...but in essence divided?")
* Why doesn't Snape want Harry to say Voldemort's name?
* Why is Snape's worst memory his worst memory? Is it because he called Lily a mudblood even though he secretly loved her?
* JKR has said we will understand why Sirius had to die. Is it because Harry will have to somehow force Voldemort through the veil to kill him, as their wands can't duel?
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
Questions & Theories: Goblet of Fire
Less than a week away from Deathly Hallows...if you're one of those people who just can't wait, The Guardian is claiming to have the first paragraph of the book, snatched from a screen cap from a forthcoming documentary about JKR that was shot while she was finishing the book. You can view it at Mugglenet if you dare. (In case you're wondering, I didn't. I'm trying to stay spoiler-free.)
* In Harry's vision, Voldemort is telling Peter he's to kill someone. Who is it?
* Is Neville under memory charm to keep him from remembering something about his parents' torture? (This is a popular theory on the Potter sites.) He says the sound from the golden egg "sound like people being tortured." How does he know? They also point to the remembrall turning bright ride in SS - what has he forgotten that is that important?
* Fleur Delacour suggests that the final task may be to find treasure in underground tunnels. Is this, by any chance, the tunnel featured on the U.K. cover?
* Harry's watch breaks during the second task, which Rowling draws attention to more than once. Will he inherit the watch Dumbledore wears and what is its significance?
* Trelawney see Mars at the end of GOF as burning red, similar to Firenze in SS. Is she less of a fraud than we think? (More on this coming under HBP.)
* When Harry is shouting at Cornelius Fudge about what he saw, he names Lucius Malfoy as a Deatheater, and Snape "made a sudden movement." Why?
* What was Dumbledore's "gleam of triumph" when Harry said Voldemort had used his blood? JKR says this is "enormously important." There's something about the blood of sacrifice now being in Voldemort's veins that makes him vulnerable to Harry in a certain way, but I can't put my finger on what it is.
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Saturday, July 14, 2007
A Big Problem
After many months and lots of rumors about who and what was slowing the project down, producers finally got the Sex & the City movie taking shape. All four of the show's female leads will be back for the big screen. The film, set for release some time in 2008, is starting to move forward with production.
But I read today that, at this moment, Chris Noth has not agreed to participate. His agent is stating that the "details" are being worked out and that Noth is hoping his schedule (with Law & Order) will allow him to take part in the movie. But on the other side of things, his recent re-up with L & O did not include the 5 percent pay hike he was hoping for, and Noth, like Cattrall before him, is holding out for a Bigger paycheck. Sources say that should Noth not sign, producers will not try to replace him but will instead replace the character.
Come on, Chris. It took you 96 episodes to get a first name and you're not going to come back? And let's face it, the big screen without Big will make the Sex & the City movie a smaller attraction. After all, it took the commitment-phobe six seasons to say "You're the one" and we all know he's the one we want to see opposite Carrie. Here's hoping he gets the "details" worked out.
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Questions & Theories: Prisoner of Azkaban
Prisoner of Azkaban is our first glimpse into Harry's background since the opening chapter of Sorcerer's Stone. Through Sirius and Lupin (and the infamous Three Broomsticks scene), the details of the Potters demise become clear.
Sirius is one of my favorite characters in all of Potterdom - and that's saying something. His story, though, is one of the most frustrating and unjust of the series. And I realized something reading POA this time around that I'd never thought of before and never seen discussed (although I wouldn't go so far as to say I'm alone in my discovery).
We find out in HBP that Snape is who overheard the prophecy and carried it to Voldemort. And all signs point to the fact that when Snape heard that Voldemort was going after the Potters that he might have asked Voldemort to spare Lily. We also know that Peter Pettigrew betrayed the Potters as their secret-keeper. So it follows that if Snape was asking Voldemort to spare Lily, he knew there was a reason to make such a request - because Voldemort had been given the Potters' whereabouts. So Snape knew who had told Voldemort where the Potters were. Which means that Snape knew all along that Sirius was innocent and he did nothing. It seems like the sort of thing that Snape would do...but, ugh. He could've cleared Sirius' name - I mean, as a reformed Death Eater, he could've testified that Sirius was never in league with Voldemort. But instead, he let Sirius rot. Talk about revenge. I still think that Snape will be a good guy in the end, but one of the most twisted, despicable good guys ever.
On to my other questions...
* Was there anything besides the murder of Peter Pettigrew/Muggles that made people so easily believe Sirius was a Deatheater?
* Who initially told Dumbledore that Voldemort was after Lily and James that prompted them to go into hiding under the Fidelius Charm?
* Why, why, why did the Potters not accept Dumbledore's offer to be their secret keeper?
* Why did Lupin and Sirius each suspect the other had turned spy for Voldemort?
* How did Percy get Scabbers/Peter Pettigrew?
* What else did Pettigrew pass on to Voldemort while he was spying?
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Friday, July 13, 2007
Questions & Theories: Chamber of Secrets
* Is Hagrid's wand really broken? Ron's broken wand is a right nightmare, but Hagrid's clearly performs as directed.
* What do we learn about how a Horcrux works that will help us identify them in Deathly Hallows? (I admit - I stole this question from The Today Show)
* Did Snape suggest Draco produce a snake during the duel? Did he suspect Harry might be a Parselmouth?
* Are the likenesses we discover between Harry and Lord Voldemort coincidences, or do they indicate Harry has a piece of Voldemort's soul (a.k.a. is a horcrux)?
* Is it pathetic that I am writing this entry at 11:20 on a Friday night? Okay, so that has nothing to do with Harry Potter, but I'd love to hear your theories.
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Thursday, July 12, 2007
Questions & Theories: Sorcerer's Stone
Over the course of the next week, I'm going to be posting the contents of my nerd notebook for the purposes of discussion and conjecture or just to heighten the frenzy around the release of Deathly Hallows, which is deliciously close at hand. Some of the questions I'm posting come from endless amount of reading on the fan sites and JKR interviews, so I can't take all the credit (or the accusations of an unhealthy obsession).
* Where is Sirius' motorcycle? Rowling says fans who read carefully will know where it is - it was last mentioned by Hagrid in POA when he said Sirius told him to keep it. So it may well reside with the gamekeeper.
* Who else was in Godric's Hollow the night the Potters were attacked? And how is Godric's Hollow linked to Godric Gryffindor?
* Who retrieved Voldemort's wand?
* What were Lily's & James' occupations that they earned so much gold?
* Why is it important that Lily's wand was good for charms?
* How did Dumbledore defeat the dark wizard Grindelwald?
* Why did the sorting hat hesitate to place Seamus?
* Why is the Bloody Baron bloody? (Not that I think this is a pivotal plot point, but inquiring minds want to know.)
* Will the Mirror of Erised return?
* Why did Dumbledore have the invisibility cloak before James died? JKR has declared this as the one question no one has ever asked her that should have been asked as it is important - even crucial - the story.
* Does Dumbledore realize in through the whole story that Voldemort is close at hand?
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Harry Potter and the Colossal Disappointment
As Umbridge would say, wands away. If you're headed to see Order of the Phoenix this weekend, there'll be no need for magic. And bring your Spell-O-Tape. You're going to need it tape the story together. Mom jumped the gun today and decided we should take in an opening day matinee.
Undoubtedly the most complex and darkly emotional of the Potter series and at a whopping 870 pages to boot, Order of the Phoenix presented a definite challenge for the men behind the movie. I am sorry to say, but - I must not tell lies - they fell incredibly flat. Perhaps their biggest mistake was turning over screenplay duties to newcomer Michael Goldenberg instead of bringing back veteran Steve Kloves - which was akin to finding Umbridge a worthy replacement for Dumbledore. When you've got a scene with Maggie Smith and Emma Thompson that sounds hollow, there's a problem with the script.
From the film's opening, none of the actors are given any emotional space. Harry's expulsion from Hogwarts cuts to the Order's arrival cuts to Grimauld Place cuts to Sirius' account of Voldemort's activities and so on - and no one's reacting to anything. Sure, Harry gets out a bit of righteous anger here and there, but all in all, the emotion of the movie is packed so tight, it's almost not there. Not even when Mr. Weasley is attacked do we get any real sense of the emotional stakes of the scene.
And when will they learn? The seventh movie? That the people flocking to see this movie are Potter fans - fans of the books written by J.K. Rowling - and that's what they expect to see. The characters from the books in the role they play in the books in the plot laid down in the books. I was amazed to see that Nigel is a member of the D.A. Who is Nigel, you ask? I have no idea! In a fictional world as populated as Rowling's the creation of characters for the movie is utterly ridiculous. And while we're creating Nigel, who's totally useless, Marietta is axed altogether and the betrayal of the D.A. is handed to another character in a way that makes no sense.
Umbridge, as pivotal as she is in the book (and well-played by Imelda Stauton) is given too much screen time, with her role expanded for...dare I say, comic effect? We're repeatedly shown Filch nailing up decree upon decree, and Umbridge twirling her wand to tuck in shirts and tighten ties. Her method of detention is horribly overused in the film until it becomes numbing.
And for those looking for salvation for the book's crucial moments, you'll think that someone's hit them with the reducto jinx. Snape's worst memory? Thirty second, tops. The Weasley's grand exit? Not so grand. The Department of Mysteries? Not as mysterious when you lose the time-turners, the brains, the locked door, and the majority of the battle between the D.A. and the Deatheaters. And Sirius' final moments...I didn't even cry. This from the girl who nearly made herself sick crying after reading the book. Oh, and don't look for the long conversation with Dumbledore in his office - it's been reduced to about five lines.
This scathing review isn't a reflection of the acting. On the contrary, I thought the trio carried their skills forward very well, and Rupert Grint in particular was the delight of this film. (One of the best scenes is between the trio after the Harry/Cho kiss.) And as far as I'm concerned, they could've given more time to Evanna Lynch, whose spot-on portrayal of Luna Lovegood had me wishing they'd used her more. Daniel Radcliffe, whose spotlight job is the hardest, did a better job with his emotional scenes, and I really loved the chemistry between him and Gary Oldman.
But in the end, the movie was incredibly unsatisfying as a movie, much less as a representation of Order of the Phoenix. It's such a disappointment, as long as we've waited and knowing that this will stand as the fifth installment with this cast of actors. I just can't quite figure out how you can get this cast together - Alan Rickman, Ralph Fiennes, Helena Bonham Carter - and mess it up so badly. I'm just confunded.
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Leaving: Part Five - A Room of One's Own
One of the things I've missed most about being home is my space. Granted, there's no place like home, and in home, I've been reunited with the room I grew up in. I spent many an hour there feeling like it was the one place in the world that was really mine. It's undergone several incarnations, from the Holly Hobbie wallpaper to the sunflower explosion of the 90s to its more recent makeover to nice neutral tones. But upon my return, I've found it hard to fit back into it - quite literally, between the tiny bed and the tiny dimensions, I can't physically live there comfortably. Currently, my possessions are exploding from overnight bags and boxes and littering every room in the house - and especially the floor of my tiny room, which now has only sparse patches of carpet showing so that you can step carefully through the rubble.
Crammed into my parents' house, I'm like a jack-in-the-box, stuffed without grace into a tight space and ready to spring at any moment if only I get wound up enough. As the days and weeks have rolled past, it's been impossible not to long for my house on Grace Street. Sometimes at night or in a passing moment, I'll recall my favorite details about the old apartment - the wide-board wooden floors and the places where the
edges were cracking and splintering; the design on the black tin cover on the fireplace; the eerie circles of light cast upward by the living room chandelier that came from New Orleans; the thick grey plaster walls that held stains from hurricanes and air conditioner leaks; and of course, the giant many-paned windows that stretched up the walls and filtered in the sunlight, the moonlight and the view of my tree.
But there's something beyond the love of the old house itself in my longing for it. There is the point of it being a place that was mine - searched for and discovered totally on my own. And I belonged there. And I had solitude there. Though the solitude may have been too much at times and sometimes I looked forward to breaking away from it, there's a bit of me that wishes for a long stretch of quiet evening with sole possession of the remote control or the stereo or just silence if that is what I wished. Then there is the need for all my things: ready access to
all my books (even if just to take them out and open their covers and flip idly through the pages without ever reading them); all of my CDs including Ray LaMontagne, Scarlett's Walk, Under the Iron Sea, and the whole John Mayer catalog which are somewhere in the storage bin; my photographs and teacups and the print of The Pink House that I love so much. Without the trappings of me, I feel a little strung out, unable to feel like much is really mine.
Just having turned 28, I think that I should be expanding out into the world. Instead, I feel like I'm shrinking, back-peddling into a former self that can fit into this house. While on some levels, it's been wonderful to reconnect with my parents and share their roof again, there are moments that I feel absolutely monstrous, like I'm going to Hulk-out and lose my mind. After so many years of relying on and only having to answer to me, myself and I, constant companionship can be stifling. Perhaps that's why I'm up past midnight most nights, relishing the quiet and the stillness. When, if I just close my eyes, I can pretend that when I open them, there will be the soft mellow glow of the downtown streetlights through the window casting shadows along the walls, all the way up to the cavernous ceiling while silence fills a space that is mine. All mine.
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Is There Something I Should Know?
Do I need connection protection? I just saw this headline on Yahoo:
I shall now be significantly curbing the amount of time I spend online.
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Confessions of a Pottermaniac
If you've been reading this blog for any length of time, you'll probably think that this post isn't that much of a confession. And those of you who have been around me and subjected to my enthusiasm during peak periods of Pottermania (like the present) will no doubt nod your heads in agreement. But here is the full confession of a Pottermaniac, and the promise of posts to follow that will clearly establish that my obsession has reached monumental proportions.
I am nearly done rereading the full Potter cannon for the let's-not-even-try-to-count time. I very deliberately started out with Sorcerer's Stone about six weeks ago with the aim of finishing Half-Blood Prince fresh and ready for the midnight release of Deathly Hallows in 10 days' time. At present, I'm about 200 pages from accomplishing that goal. Others are rereading - I know Susan's a bit ahead of me. So is my brother - but he cheated and just reread Order of the Phoenix and Half-Blood Prince.
But I read carefully, painstakingly. And here's where the obsessive Pottermaniac confession comes in. I read with a notebook beside me and kept notes about questions and theories that arise from each book. I've run a number of them past Mom, and she's been kind enough to entertain and debate each of them in turn. And yesterday, we got totally out of control and bought Mugglenet's best-selling What Will Happen in Book 7? while at Wal-Mart.
All this to say, my Pottermania is reaching an absolute fever-pitch, with the release of the movie at midnight tonight (I'm planning a weekend viewing) and the conclusion of the whole series just days away. Prior to the Deathly Hallows release, I'll be posting the remaining questions raised during my reread of the books. And while the readership on the blog has sky-rocketed from searches for Deathly Hallows spoilers, I think the reality is, there's no such thing. We can theorize and conjecture, question, and keep our fingers crossed that Harry makes it out alive. But we won't really know - save the few and the proud at Scholastic and Bloomsbury - until the clock strikes midnight next week. Until then, I'm going to be preparing for the final installment like it's my job. After all, I don't have a real one yet.
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Monday, July 09, 2007
Celebrate Good Times
Despite the fact that I'm a tad grouchy about turning 28, the 72-hour birthday extravaganza surrounding the event were enough to wash away the blues. These included
* Arrival of owl post bearing gifts from afar
* Shoe shopping at DSW's 80 percent off summer clearance sale with Mom, Anna, Eva & Dillon. The prevalence of the 80 percent off stickers nearly caused my circuits to overload.
* A card from my sister that wished me clearance shoes in my size. In the end, I walked away with three pairs.
* Funny e-cards and well-wishing emails and lovely comments on the blog
* Greek salad with grilled shrimp
* Sushi at Utage and milkshakes from The Grill (courtesy of Eva & Justin)
* Blueberry pancakes made by Chef Justin
* A card from Justin with a poem about farting (I love my brother)
* A gift certificate from Mom for a massage
* Dillon's first bath in the sink in which he determined that splashing is fun
* Sunday dinner at Blue Willow Inn, which I'm not sure those of you not from The South can truly appreciate. But it's sweet tea, fried chicken, collard greens and sweet potato casserole that will knock your socks off finished with chess pie. Mmmm.
* A new teacup for my collection
* A card from my parents that made me cry
Here's hoping for many happy returns.
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Friday, July 06, 2007
28
Today is my 28th birthday. Let's look take a leaf out of Trelawney's book and see what happens when the fourth house is occupied (i.e. when you're a Cancer).
My domicile is the moon, my detriment is Saturn, my element water, which could be why I cry a lot. I am creative, have a retentive memory such that the last time I played Trivial Pursuit, I had to play two game pieces because I won so fast. I am a homebody and family-oriented, which is why I live with my parents and plaster the blog with my nephew. I am moody (at best), untidy, indecisive as all get out, overly sensitive and clingy. I am loyal, nurturing, sentimental, dreamy and romantic, as indicated by my reading genre of choice. I am a lover of wit (a.k.a. STGD) and food - although, I'm supposed to be able to cook well, but really I just eat well. And lastly, Cancer is the ruler of the breastplate so Cancers are typically "top heavy." This explains a lot.
Happy Birthday to me, little moody crab that I am.
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
All Smiles
It took long enough for me to catch it, but I did finally capture Dillon's smile at yesterday's Fourth of July celebration. His daddy's marked him for sure, but he looks like his mama in that second picture. Any way you slice it, he's too cute for his own good.

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What Does It All Mean?
Scholastic released its seventh and final question leading up to the release of Deathly Hallows. The last question is about the title: what are the deathly hallows? But don't get your hopes up - no spoilers here. The question is simply about what part of the book will reveal the answer to the question:
* The beginning
* The middle
* The end
Looking back at old titles, the second part of the title tends to become clear fairly early in the book with the exceptions of Sorcerer's Stone and Goblet of Fire, which both come closer to the middle. Prisoner of Azkaban and Order of the Phoenix are introduced in the opening chapters, and Chamber of Secrets and Half-Blood Prince are both revealed at the beginning of the school year. Perhaps she's throwing us a curveball with this one, but I suspect the deathly hallows will, in some part, be defined for us early in the book. After all, we don't have much room left to work, so if it's that important, we'd better find out right away.
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Monday, July 02, 2007
Pirates of the Caribbean: At the Movie's End?
Okay, okay, so I know I'm about two months behind catching up with Captain Jack and the gang in the throes of piracy. I was really looking forward to the swashbuckling conclusion of the triology. But instead of three being a charm, it sunk the whole series. First of all, let's talk about the introduction of the Yun-Fat Chow character into the storyline that goes nowhere. The screen was already pretty crowded with a colorful cast of characters (and star power, what with Bill Nighy behind Davey Jones and Geoffrey Rush at the helm of Barbosa) to add one more for me to keep up with and with a weak storyline at best. Not to mention that Jonathan Pryce was perfectly wasted in this movie, screen time reduced to nil and not even a good line among the few he delivers.
Depp is still lovable as the batty Jack Sparrow, but Keith Richards' much-discussed cameo as his father fell horribly flat, lacking any of the antics that inspired Sparrow's mannerisms. Then there's the matter of the love story between Will Turner and Elizabeth Swan that's been sailing the high seas through all this drama. It was completely lost in barnacle people and pirate lords and confusing plot twists. By the time we got back from the world's end and the relationship at hand, all the chemistry had gone out of the connection until I was kind of hoping that Elizabeth might run away with Sparrow. Or even Barbosa. Add to that the over-the-top complications of Davey Jones and Calypso, which culminated in a ship battle that went on for way too long and an anti-climatic resolution that had me wondering why I'd bothered to try and follow that plot line in the first place.
But most maddening of all was the resolution for Will and Elizabeth - and I won't spoil it here. Suffice it to say, it was slightly devoid of the happily ever after somewhat expected in the Mouse Kingdom movies. Having followed them to the ends of the earth and back, I couldn't help feeling like, "That's it? That's all I get?" Perhaps I shouldn't blame it all on the writers, for the most romantic moment of the movie (and this is relatively speaking) might have been ruined by my father who said, "Wow. She's got big feet."
I will give credit to the brief nod to the original Disney ride - which has been dismantled and recreated in the image of Depp - that only real Disney-holics like myself would catch. There's a moment where the screen goes dark and all you hear is the sound, high winds and then a voice that warns of pirate treachery. It's from the old ride, just before the boat descended into the rapids. It gave me a tiny thrill to catch it.
Despite my love of Sparrow, I can't help feeling like the third helping tanked this series, and I prefer to go back and watched the first one and just pretend it ends there.
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
As Meg pointed out recently, having the blog often presents a predicament over what parts of life to chronicle. And sometimes, leaving life events off the blog feels odd when you know they're what are coloring that moment in time. I've struggled over whether or not to blog about what happened to me last week, and if I did, how to blog about it. To tell the whole story or just the essence. In the end, for better or for worse, I decided to blog it because I couldn't seem to get past it to write something else.
On Wednesday, Mom and I drove to Atlanta to stay with Justin and Eva for the night so that they could go out on a date while we kept Dillon. The night before, their oven element had burnt out (read: caught on fire), and Eva asked me to ride along with her to get the replacement part. And it was a totally normal sunny hot June afternoon.
When we returned and pulled into the garage, Eva rolled to a stop, put it the car in park, and we heard a very strange noise. A noise of something bumping up under the car. The sort of noise you hear when a cardboard box is caught underneath the car. She turned off the motor. We both exited the car. And it was no longer a totally normal sunny hot June afternoon but a blur of panic and anguish and andrenaline.
Seizing underneath the car was Justin and Eva's cat, Booker. I could tell it was bad. I yelled at her to get Mom. He was under the middle part of the car, and I'm not even sure how I reached him - I have bruises on the top of my feet where I pressed them to the concrete trying to get him. And when I did get him into my arms, he stilled and was quiet and there was blood in his mouth and coming from his nose and his pupils dilated and I laid him, as gently as I could in my panic, in the backseat and got in the car.
I don't know how many times Eva backed from the garage and pulled forward trying to get angled out of the driveway before I said, "You can't drive." I ran inside to get Mom, told her I didn't think he was going to make it as she passed me.
Inside, I looked at my hands and forearms spattered with blood and blood down the leg of my jeans. I washed up and then I sat in the floor in front of Dillon in the Exersaucer and wept. When Justin called the house, I told him Booker had been hit by a car, for some reason, unable to confess that it was Eva and me. Cowardly, I know, but I had to hold it together while in sole possession of Dillon.
When they came back forty-five minutes later, Eva told me he had died instantly and that the vet said all his subsequent movement was reflex. We scrubbed the car and the garage and my pants and wondered over how this had happened.
I haven't been able to stop replaying it all in my head. To try and sort out what exactly did happen, examine the forensic evidence and reconstruct the incident. And in doing so, determine the million points along the timeline at which, if we'd only done x differently, it wouldn't have happened. But the truth is, it isn't possible, no matter how many ways you write the equation, to prevent all terrible things from happening. No matter how careful you are, how closely you look, how slowly you're going, how many times you've pulled in before, the fact that we just didn't see him. And on top of it all, between the lost dog and the car accident and now this, I am unable to shake the feeling that some terrible karmic energy is hovering over me and that somehow I'm to blame for making this happen.
Justin loved Booker so much. He entered their lives as a stray when Justin was in grad school, and they started to feed "Myrtle" who looked terribly dirty and mangy. Until one day, they took him to the vet and found out "he" wasn't a "she." Booker had a tiny meow that earned him the moniker Mr. Meepers and so much fuzz on his back legs that we used to say it looked like he was wearing chaps. And he loved to sit on Justin's stomach and knead and knead. He let Dillon pull his hair, sitting calmly while we extracted Dillon's fist from his fur. On the day he died, he'd been sunning on their back deck and played with the neighborhood kids.
Holding Booker after the accident, knowing that life was literally seeping out of him, was somehow intensely profound for me. I'm sure some people will read this post and think it ridiculous, with all that's going on in the world, that I was so shockingly affected by a dying cat. But somehow, it was a reminder that the innocent suffer for no apparent reason. That in an instant, something that brought great joy into this world was gone. That there is no rhyme or reason to it. That it's not anyone's fault. And perhaps worst of all, that something like this, some inexplicable terrible thing, will happen again. Sooner or later. And there's nothing I can do it stop it. Death creeps up; it lurks around the corner. Whether it comes for the pets or the people that you love, when death comes, you just have to live with it.
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It's so great that we still get to find out what happens to everyone even though we don't get all the details in the book. It's rare that you get "the continued story" or that readers get to ask so many questions. I'm so glad that JKR was willing to do this and not leave us hanging!
Yes, I think JKR is amazing for answering all these questions. She's been terrific all along to her fans and all their inquiries.
Now that we know so much, though, I'm like--save it for the encyclopedia! I need the encyclopedia!!
Having heart palpitations about the theme park. The idea that I may one day stand inside Hogwarts....
Everything I had heard previously about a theme park had it in Europe, but recently I heard that the plan was for Orlando!! That is definitely doable (all under the pretense of taking Ella to Disney World)!