Thursday, August 28, 2008

Gratitude: A Letter to the Universe

Dear Universe:
Thank you for the cool water trickling through my veins at last. Thank you for sending me the impulse to buy the Harper's Bazaar Fall Fashion issue so that I could read very nearly the whole four-pound book while waiting for a plane.

Thank you for an old, worn-in and wonderful friendship. For someone who cared enough to track down and drive to the only second-run theater in the St. Louis area still showing Sex & the City so that I could see it on the big screen. Thank you for the release mid-movie where I started to cry - and I so needed to. Thank you for a dream to own the Something Blue Satin Pump.

Thank you for time surrounded by flowers and plants of both the common and exotic variety. For time spent wandering through a woodland garden that transported my spirit to England. For the spontaneity to jump in a fountain and spend the rest of the afternoon slightly damp.

Thank you for chocolate - in martinis and cupcakes and mousse and truffle cake and plain old Hershey's chocolate bars eaten in a dark theater.

Thank you for art. For the burning red intensity of the Rothko. The charred haunting representation of Chernobyl in Burning Rods. For images and lines and color and textures that coalesced into visual emotion.

Thank you for a burst of laughter, for airplaning around a living room singing "That's How You Know" - badly. Thank you for turning laughter into giggles.

Thank you, Universe, for a little break. Thank you for the joy of hugs, the joy of words between friends. The joy of silence between friends. The joy of food shared with friends.

Thank you for friends. And thank you, friend.

Love,
Ashley

6 cat calls:

jenn said...

Awww, I'm all teary now. I'm going to print this post and tuck it away with so many of the other beautiful letters that you've written.

Can you please, please come back?

Andria said...

Soooo glad your spirit has been renewed for a bit. Slipping back into the comfortable, worn-in sweatshirt friendship (it always fits!) is true bliss.

Kurt said...

I thank the universe for Xanax.

penelope said...

This just makes me happy. :)

(And Kurt makes me laugh.)

ashley said...

I so want to come back, Jenn! I'm already messing direct access to hugs! :)

Niki said...

Sounds like a great time was had by all!! When can we go back to SF?